Some Accidents Are Not Accidents

So we finally made it to March and already it is proving to be very revealing and eye opening month! I cannot speak for everyone when I say February was one of those months where you can plan as much as you want but the Universe is always going to have something different to teach, tell and show us. There are so many ways to gaining knowledge that includes all fives senses but sometimes we have to go a little deeper.

So just cutting to the point: as some may I know I had a car accident on March 1st and of course it was eye opening experience. I have never been in a car accident and I am going on 37. It could of been a lot worse if it was not for the go kart move that my father taught me. I was able to walk away with just a sprained left arm. After taking 5 days off from literally everything work, art, etc. and resting I did a lot of thinking. I realized how unhappy I was with one of my gigs and how soon I need to make changes to put myself in a better position to be healthy not just physically but mentally as well. I also came to realize that there are the faithful few that are in my corner and that I must trust the spirit of the person more than any words that come out of the mouth. I have learned that in order for things to move more in my favor I must truly let go of any ideal or pre-conceived notion that has already been set ( easier said then done but I am working on it!) My accident was truly an accident on a physical level but on a spiritual level- I was shaken to my core and begin seeing things in a new light. It feels like I have had a lot of dust, heartache, friends etc. removed from me in more ways than I can count. I am beginning to see more of what is important in my life

Understanding what it means to flow thru difficult and tiresome situations is always going to be a daunting task. However, I have to keep in mind of where my strength lies no matter how dark or low it may seem. Universe, God whatever you would like to call it removes things out of your life, my life at any given moment and embracing that non-attachment feeling is hard but worth doing all the while remaining grateful and humble. It is easy to say thank you for the gift but even harder to say thank you for my trials and tribulations because it made me stronger. Everything is not always going to be positive and balanced but it is knowing without a doubt that even a storm does not last that long. It simple comes to enhance the learning experience and awaken something deep within. What I experienced was not meant to break me but to increase my overall spiritual senses to a much higher platform- so I can live a more fulfilling 5D life. I am not sure what the rest of the year may hold for me and you but I am praying diligently that it brings peace, abundance, understanding and wisdom, So as I remind you as well as myself- to be more kinder to ourselves and continue to be open and receptive. Like always #LiveLifePositive