Month of August: *Under Mental Reconstruction*

We have finally reached August and if some of you do not know the month is going to be filled with many revelations both personal, professionally, financially, etc. and all those other words that end in “ly”. If you’re not familiar with what’s called the Lion’s Gate happening on 8/8/2017 then this would be a great time to do some much need research for a better understanding. If you want know more about it click go to this link http://www.ask-angels.com/spiritual-guidance/the-888-lions-gate-activation/ ! Many of my friends have talked to me about it and encouraged me to discover more information for myself and I am so glad that I did. It helped enlighten me to what is going spiritual and through the universe as well enable me to educate others. Personally during the last 2 ½ months have been life altering and ground shaking because certain things where revealed that need to be cleared out. So the process of mental reconstruction I am currently undergoing has made me look at every aspect of my life and how to eliminate those things that are not healthy for me and I do mean everything! I joking said to my significant other and friends that I have become a hermit or I am turning into a monk of course they asked me why? I explained to them that I feel like I need to “ steal away” from the world and deal with my inner world. In doing this I kept communication to an ultimate low and talked to many people via text because I did not feel the need to talk on the phone. It was like if you saw me of course I would have a conversation but other than that I would say text me. With all the technology surrounding us daily, I felt like I need to take a step and really focus on me and ignore any outside influences that was not good for my mental health. I started seeing a therapist and psychologist because of my condition which has helped greatly in so many ways. You get to the point that you have to really view the people you surround yourself with like using a microscope because some do mean well and others well.. just want to be nosy!

This mental reconstruction is just not just something I have stopped doing but is a daily process to get me closer and more in touch with the things that are genuinely for me. I was told that there is a blessing in the striving and wanting more for yourself and I have come to embrace that aspect more and more every day because know I feel like I do not have to overwhelm myself like I use to and know I can truly take it one day at a time. I have even adopted some of the philosophies of Bruce Lee and even his mantra “ be like water” because it helps to have something not only to reference to but something you see every day. Interesting enough next month brings Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur for me and those 10 days of awe/atonement will not only to get right with my fellow man but to forgive and love myself a little more than usual. I was always told that forgiveness isn’t for the other person but it is for you. What if you have been so crampy and extra hard on yourself that you find difficulty forgiving you? You get to the level of higher understanding is that you have to learn to forgive yourself because it will teach you how to forgive others and show more love. So do not forget to take time out to assess your mental health and see where changes need to be made. Honor and love yourself because you only have one mind!