TIDBITS: Shift From The Gray to the Multi-Color Truth

Hey everyone! Just wanted to first welcome you guys to November! We are slowly ( or should I say quickly) coming to the end of 2019. As some already know we are in the last Mercury Retrograde of the year and it is appropriate especially going into 2020. If you have done the innerwork, you are not the same person when this year started. Excuse this tad bit of personal information but I feel that sharing my some of my experience will give just a little bit of insight ( this is the short version):

I started out 2019 in a relationship that I thought was healthy but overtime time it proved to be very toxic. I never thought that I would be with someone that turned out to be narcissistic. Our two year anniversary was coming up in March and I felt that nothing was really coming together and then when March came I got into a bad car accident and the person I loved turned on me and other things as well. Over the next few months the Universe did some shifting all the while reminding me of how protected I am and to just to keep moving forward. I slowly started losing weight and by May I lost 30 lbs. The Universe stepped in such a HUGE way that in July during yes during a Mercury Retrograde- changed everything completely, I found myself single and a heaviness I felt for so long was gone. I was healing and getting back to me but was excited about this new version of me coming to light. During this process the Universe introduced me to someone I never saw coming and gave me some light and for that I am forever grateful. I was not out of the woods yet-in the next two months to follow any remnants of that relationship was completely over! I cried tears of joy because I endured so much, I fully went in on re-developing myself on all levels. I am proud to say I will be ending 2019 happily single ( but still open to dating plus good women do not stay single long but I am in no rush!), 75 lbs lighter, new car, peace of mind and numerous new beginnings coming down the pipe! Overall, the first 6 months was necessary to form a prosperous remaining 6 months. The great change that has happened has breathed so much newness and higher healing in every aspect of my life. So I am definitely not the same person when I started this year and how I am ending it. Like they say a lot can happen in year let alone a few months!

Moving along, I was listening to some informative stuff ( as I am always doing research!) and a woman I was listening to mentioned something about “ moving from the gray” and going towards the things you want to manifest. So I thought about that and I started to see a lot of colors therefore the title for this blog post was born. We are all going to experience the gray in any part of our lives and it is what we learn that helps transform us to this colorful truth. The process is not always pleasant, easy, or smooth but keeping in mind that it is all worth it. The gray always reminds me of being stuck or on a hard pause depending on what is going on at the time. And trying to get out of that phase can be difficult because your mindset has yet to shift from “ why me?” to “ what am I learning from this? And I know I will move when I get the lesson.” During this stage, the Universe knows when to send you assistance. Sometimes it is not always in the form that we are expecting but in a form that is most needed. For me, it took a physical presence of an individual that was the complete opposite of the individual I was with. Normally it has always been art that has helped me changed but the Universe saw that I would need something just a little bit stronger!

You learn a great deal during that gray stage but when it is time for you to move into the multi color truth there can be no hesitation because you do not want to miss out on what the Universe has for. You serve a much greater purpose so there are going to be some calculated risks that you need to take without overthinking it. Life is better experienced in full color so you can appreciate how dynamic it truly is. In this multi color truth you are cultivating what is important to you in your heart and intuition therefore allowing manifestation to occur. One of the most interesting things that the woman stated was “ you have to trust when the Fool jumps it jumps freely.” Think about it: the fool is not attached to anything and does not have attachments tied to him/her/it! You also have to be open to how you receive your manifestation. She also clearly stated “ anything we are experiencing means at that moment-we are aligned with it. So it is worth investigating and that it is ok to want more but you have to open yourself to the more.” Being able to reconcile with yourself is something that is needed but I find it is hard for some individuals to do but if you want to live a more multi color truth then do the work and do not procrastinate! I know in Catholicism they have the four elements of reconciliation but I am putting my own spin on it so it can apply to all.

Steps to Reconciliation With Yourself To Yourself

1. Examine your current mindset

2. Trial and Error

3. Adjustments

4. Forgiveness

These are self-explanatory and can be switched around but the overall general message is to start the process so a better and stronger you emerges. Live your life in the full spectrum that God has already intended for you. The gray area is just the learning space and the multi color truth is where you live a more authentic life. Remember to be kind to others as well as to yourself. #LiveLifePositive